I’ve always been the girl who would always have girls. I was just the kind of girl that would want to be the one with the most boys. I was a bit of a tomboy back then, so when I had a group of girls I was always excited to hang out with them, but my mom didn’t let me hang out with them because she felt that my friends would be more interested in boys.
I think that was really the only girls I hung out with. I remember when I was younger I was always hanging out with my friend Brooke. She was the one that I felt like I was the only girl in the world with, we hung out all the time and I was always a part of her group of friends.
The thing is, Brooke was actually the first girl I ever really had the “girl crush” on, and the first girl that was really interested in me. She was the one that I really bonded with and that I would always tell all my girlfriends about. I have always felt like she had the most amazing body I have ever seen in my life.
For years after I started dating Brooke, I would tell her that I always felt that I was the only girl in the world that she should have a crush on. And she would always respond that she was too short and too thin and she felt the same way. But that was kind of just me. I never thought about it seriously. I never even talked with my girlfriends about it and I never looked at pictures of her.
I still don’t think Brooke’s the only girl in the world that I should have a crush on. My first relationship wasn’t with Brooke but with the girl I’d seen in the porn who I thought was the most beautiful girl in the world. That girl was never the most beautiful girl in the world, but she was the one that I wanted.
At that time, I was in my early 20s and I remember thinking that I should have a crush on somebody. I was not looking for anyone to love at the time and I never did.
I suppose that’s why I was so worried about the idea of this girl being me, that it would be like, “Oh my god, she’s going to be my girlfriend and I’m going to end up in a serious relationship with her.” It never happened.
It did happen but to someone else. Someone else who liked you and was attracted to you. And she probably wasn’t as beautiful as you were.
I got laid that first time I went out with someone. I met a girl a few times, I was with her for a short while, but we didn’t go out of our way to fall in love. It was more like, “We only like each other if we’re going out.